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I have several levels of friendship in my head. I always hope that friends will make it to the highest level. In reality my husband is the only one who has achieved this level. Friends consider me secretive but they don't realize it's because they can't be bothered to show that they can be trusted enough. I often don't want to share little things like what movie I watched (if it really touched me) or where or if I am going on vacation, with people in general.
I deeply want to have a friend that I can trust 100%. I always give little tests and look for little signs to see to what extent friends can be trusted. I have a very hard time trusting people with my inner thoughts/feelings/world. It is hard for me- I feel like I need to always be vigilant and protect myself from anyone learning more than I can trust them with.
Are any of you the same way?
I deeply want to have a friend that I can trust 100%. I always give little tests and look for little signs to see to what extent friends can be trusted. I have a very hard time trusting people with my inner thoughts/feelings/world. It is hard for me- I feel like I need to always be vigilant and protect myself from anyone learning more than I can trust them with.
Are any of you the same way?