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Fupa King
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I lost my best friend to sadness
Speaking these words at arms length
He said: to shake things up as hard as you can
And if you figure it out by god tell everyone
He said: failing is not just for failures
It's for everyone, failures just have more experience
But you can't quit now, you have to climb all night
Climb every one of their towers, and show them your light
But if I'm a quitter now, I promise I'll quit her in the end
I don't need these weapons, I'll set my heart to win
With the weight of the world trying to stop me
Breathe out, then inhale my little heartbeat
And I'll do this for you, because the world just might need it
If I don't I'll lose hope, and we'll end up losing it, oh well
 

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Dorkus Malorkus
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I have these moments
All steady and strong
I'm feeling so holy and humble
The next thing I know
I'm all worried and weak
And I feel myself starting to crumble

The meanings get lost
And the teachings get tossed
And you don't know what
You're going to do next
You wait for the sun
But it never quite comes
Some kind of message
Comes through to you
Some kind of message comes through

And it says to you...
Love when you can
Cry when you have to
Be who you must
That's a part of the plan
Await your arrival
With simple survival
And one day we'll all understand

I had a woman
Who gave me her soul
But I wasn't ready to take it
Her heart was so fragile
And heavy to hold
And I was afraid I might break it

Your conscience awakes
And you see your mistakes
And you wish someone
Would buy your confessions
The days miss their mark
And the night gets so dark
And some kind of message
Comes through to you
Some kind of message shoots through --

Love when you can
Cry when you have to
Be who you must
That's a part of the plan
Await your arrival
With simple survival
And one day we'll all understand...

Part of the Plan ~ Dan Fogelberg
 

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Fupa King
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I walk alone, head down, in a pale grey scene.
Every step leads to atrophy.
This body made for conquest, instead a pawn on a stage so worthless.
I saw the future as endless reaches.
The skyline's promise, has left me faced with.
Who's dreams are you killing? And who's pockets are you filling?
Are you where you said you would be in the end?
I walk alone through the crowds of past failed kings.
Auditions were called for the hope-thirsting sheep.
What keeps this family of fighters from facing the war that they were bred for?
Who's dreams are you killing? And who's pockets are you filling?
Are you where you said, you would be in the end...?
I once saw my deeds grow to greatness,
And now I'm lost in the folds and worthless.
Following the footsteps of heros, never led to the safe and grey roads.
 

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Fupa King
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When the contents of a membranous shell dry and turn to sand
The shell becomes a withered tomb and cracks as air demands
The things i need i hold them dear but the things i want hold dearer
Making promises to a faithless expression looking back from inside a mirror
I forget the me that i must have been before the me that i am now
I remember a year that i got through, but i don't remember how
There's something like a nothingness that's terribly illusive
The more i want to shut me down the more i am abusive
And when i watch the slideshow of the bits of me i'm dragging
I don't recognize the photographs, i'm not sure when (and if) they happened
The devil lives in the crossing place between two mountains in the desert
For 40 days he promised me his kingdom for forever
But i'm not sure i'm fit to run a kingdom of any kind
Every time i know myself, i leave what i know behind
 

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Dog in the sun.
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I hold my head up just enough to see the sky
And when we go we won't go slow we'll put up such a fight
When they fade into the dust and into ash
All children know this pain will surely pass

Strong and wise and you are love(d?)
When the tide it comes you will float above and
And you will be one day exactly what you are
Just keep your head up held high, kiss your fist and touch the sky

It's not too late to keep the world from dying
It's not too late to spread the love you have
One day when we are ready for crying
One day I know we'll all be there.

The sound we hear it is our hearts they are in time
They're pounding clear and swift the beat forever in our minds
It gives us hope, it gives the strength, you know, to carry on
Keep fighting till the end and past the end we will be strong.

It's not too late to keep the world from dying
It's not too late to spread the love and share
One day I know we'll all be there.

I love Shawn's Gandalf hair. Wonder if he dyes his hair white or it's his natural color. I mean because his eyebrows are dark.
 

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I really should be saying goodnight
I really shouldn't stay anymore
It's been so long since I held you
I've forgotten what love is for

I should run
On the double
I think I'm in trouble.


From Trouble by Lindsey Buckingham. (1981).
 

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Irretrievably Lost
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The sound we hear it is our hearts they are in time
They're pounding clear and swift the beat forever in our minds
It gives us hope, it gives the strength, you know, to carry on
Keep fighting till the end and past the end we will be strong.
I really like these lines.
 

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Fupa King
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Oh Lord, I'm sick of myself
I'd rather bury it than carry it
I'm desperate for help
And barely sentient means I'm just being me
Follow suit the destitute my modus operandi

A face that's marked by pallor means you're wasting away
So get a tan and raise your hands and take to feeling okay
No one enjoys the party when they're stricken with anemia
And I'm a shallow sinking surface simply screaming septicemia

Peace of mind is hard to find
So I'm standing in line and feeling fine

Aye, me sad hours seem long
And even longer when you're numb
Fading away and that's okay
Cause life has me under her thumb


I'm languorously open-ended and the ending's no good
I've been told to break the mold and I would if I could
But apathy is easier than caring at all
And the undulating nothingness means having a ball

Incredibly impressive and bereft of concern
Lobotomized and optimized and then I'm ready to burn
And I'm at war within myself and self is winning the fight
Because feeling like no one at all means feeling alright

Sense of purpose has got me feeling worthless
And I'm fading away, but that's okay

Aye, me sad hours seem long
And even longer when you're numb
Fading away and that's okay
Cause life has me under her thumb

Oh yeah, all right
I'm in a big fat cage and feeling free
That's okay, that's all right
Cause that's all that's left of me
 

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See you at the bitter end.

My computer thinks I'm gay
What's the difference anyway
When all the people do all day
Is stare into a phone

I got too many friends
Too many people that I'll never meet
And I'll never be there for
I'll never be there for
Cause I'll never be there

https://@www.youtube.com/watch?v=p21YfobjaVA

lol I usually listen to this one really great live recording of this song and just realised Frances Bean Cobain is in this video at one point a minute in. Or her twin. Also it looks like the UK. Could be somewhere else in Europe but there's a kind of grimy depressing greyness.

The band went to Los Angeles to make the music video with filmmaker Saman Kesh.[4] American transgressive novelist Bret Easton Ellis provides a voiceover in the video as a narrator.[5] The video, which premiered on YouTube, presents a "detective case" regarding a series of events occurring during a pool party.[6]
Are we watching the same music video? Must be another one I haven't seen. Yeah, there's another video with lots of talking in lol it's pretty random.
 

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Rikki, don't lose that number
You don't wanna call nobody else
Send it off in a letter to yourself

Rikki, don't lose that number
It's the only one you own
You might use it if you feel better
When you get home


From Rikki Don't Lose That Number by Steely Dan.
 

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Dog in the sun.
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"Sometimes I feel like screaming
Sometimes I feel I just can't win
Sometimes I feel like my soul is as restless and the wind"


I feel like screaming.
 

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Dog in the sun.
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I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
 

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Gaslighter, you broke me. You're sorry, but where's my apology?

Gaslighter, you liar.

You think it's justifiable, I think it's pretty cruel. You know you lie best when you lie to you.

Boy, you know exactly what you did on my boat and boy that's exactly why you ain't coming home.

Save your tired stories for your new someone else cause they're

Lie-lie-lie-lie-lies

You're such a gaslighter.
 
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