Alright tommorrow I'm hanging out with a female friend of mine and we will probably end up at a party with a group of our friends from high school at their college dorm. Im pretty excited but also really nervous. I've made alot of progress this summer but everyone being away from college and not giving me a chance to really leave the house for two weeks has kind of caused my SA to flare up. The fact that im not sure if i can go to the party or not because I haven't asked my parents yet makes me more nervous. I should be able to because Im going up to visit another friend at college next week but my mom can be unreasonable sometimes. Anyway im just trying to vent but if anyone has any advice its appreciated.