[mysterioussoul]

Do you feel that since people know you as quiet, shy and standoffish that even when you want to be social and you feel confident enough to be that you can't?

You have to continue playing the role that you involuntary set for yourself?

 

[Brasilia]

Absolutely, and when at times I may seem confident and talkative, people just ignore me since they don't expect it. Sometimes it's not that I feel I have to play a role, rather it can be that I feel "playing the role" is the only thing I can do - my only option, to avoid being seen as strangely two-faced.