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I hate having SAD. I'm 27 years old and have never had a boyfriend. I've been told I'm pretty. I still feel that I'm ugly(no matter what some people say) and that is why I don't have a boyfriend. There have been almosts, but they almosts have mostly been with guys I'm not attracted to. I feel like I'm am a magnet for guys who are dorks,drug addicts, or have some sort of mental illness. I feel like I'm cursed because there are so many almosts, but never any haves.
I feel like if i want to date, then I have to do what is most comfortable for me. That is to start online dating. I have an account with OK Cupid, Myyearbook,and My Space. I mostly get on Ok Cupid and MyYearbook. On MyYearbook,I've had so many friend requests and flirts and messages from guys who want to yahoo message me because I'm "hot". One guy keeps giving me his number for me to call. I don't know if I should call him(I hate making phone calls). He also wants to fly down from Minnesota to here in Utah to meet me. I'm scared to death to meet guys that just like my looks and what I put in my profile. I'm afraid that they may be disappointed when they meet me and I'm not what they expected.
One guy on Ok Cupid knows how I am. He gave me his phone number and said for me to call him when I am comfortable. He seems understanding. I was honest in my profile about being very quiet. Again though he is not my type.
One other thing I hate that when guys online want to talk to me, they want to know right away if I have a webcam. I lie and say I don't because I'm afraid that my pics online may make me seem more attractive than I appear on camera.
Online relationships are tougher than they seem,especially for people with SAD
I feel like if i want to date, then I have to do what is most comfortable for me. That is to start online dating. I have an account with OK Cupid, Myyearbook,and My Space. I mostly get on Ok Cupid and MyYearbook. On MyYearbook,I've had so many friend requests and flirts and messages from guys who want to yahoo message me because I'm "hot". One guy keeps giving me his number for me to call. I don't know if I should call him(I hate making phone calls). He also wants to fly down from Minnesota to here in Utah to meet me. I'm scared to death to meet guys that just like my looks and what I put in my profile. I'm afraid that they may be disappointed when they meet me and I'm not what they expected.
One guy on Ok Cupid knows how I am. He gave me his phone number and said for me to call him when I am comfortable. He seems understanding. I was honest in my profile about being very quiet. Again though he is not my type.
One other thing I hate that when guys online want to talk to me, they want to know right away if I have a webcam. I lie and say I don't because I'm afraid that my pics online may make me seem more attractive than I appear on camera.
Online relationships are tougher than they seem,especially for people with SAD