I'm kind of embarrassed to even admit to this but, I spend a lot of my time looking at pictures of woman/girls, on things like facebook, modeling websites and such. I find my self to be very critical often examining every detail of the girls face and body. When I do find someone who fits my criteria of beauty I become obsessed, looking everywhere to find more pictures of the person, so I can examine them even further. Let me just say this is in no way a sexual thing, it doesn't arouse me. I just find my self in awe of the beauty. I know its not healthy for me, I think my standards of beauty are way to high, what most people consider beautiful I often consider average. I think it also contributes to why my opinion of myself is so low. Anyways, I was just wondering if I was the only one who does this, or am I just my own brand of crazy?