I'm a 48 yr old female. Way older than most on here. I have no family support, no friends, and no man in my life (the least of my worries). I WANT to have friends and someone who loves me, but I'm just not any good at it. I was married once. He referred to me as a "social misfit". I'm miserable, and have been for most of my life. Life sucks, and I just don't see things improving...ever.