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I've dealt with enough **** to last me 100 lifetimes and still to this day. Low self esteem, anxiety, phobias, abusive extended family. I reallydont care about all that, I'm fed up with it.
A result of this I think is a short fuse. If I hear someone having a dialogue with each other and one of them is like what, what, what cause they are not hearing it. I feel like going ballistic.
If I can hear the food in someones mouth, I want to go ballistic, crunching, crackling, slurpy wet noises I feel like exploding. I had to bite my tongue seriously. I had to feed my daughter candy, to keep her from crying cause we had to do the nit comb hair conditioner thing again. damn head lice. I did not want to add to her misery of having the nit comb dragged thru her hair, but hearing that candy in her mouth made me crazy. I just had to push it out of my head, but the food noises are bad. I have to have other background noise if people are eating noisy food.
A result of this I think is a short fuse. If I hear someone having a dialogue with each other and one of them is like what, what, what cause they are not hearing it. I feel like going ballistic.
If I can hear the food in someones mouth, I want to go ballistic, crunching, crackling, slurpy wet noises I feel like exploding. I had to bite my tongue seriously. I had to feed my daughter candy, to keep her from crying cause we had to do the nit comb hair conditioner thing again. damn head lice. I did not want to add to her misery of having the nit comb dragged thru her hair, but hearing that candy in her mouth made me crazy. I just had to push it out of my head, but the food noises are bad. I have to have other background noise if people are eating noisy food.