I could really use someone to talk to on a regular basis about my SAD. I see my therapist once a week but there are just so many feelings and thoughts that pop into my head on a minute by minute basis I don't know where to put them all. I divorced my husband of 20 years and I don't know why. I miss him so much and I don't know if I can make it up to him now no matter what I try but I truly belive that the SAD made it impossible for me to be happy even with him and I couldnt' voice my thoughts to him either. SAD just wouldn';t let me and it makes me so angry now to know that I could have with therapy. Now I am fighting like hell to get him back.