Thanks! Ah, just that I felt completely lots and I didn't know what I was doing. I was left to do my own thing, and I was kinda hoping to have someone hold my hand all day. It has to get better, cos I couldn't handle it otherwise! It's just me being a twit, and a stress-head. I was too scared to even get up and go to the bathroom. I stayed hidden in my corner all day. I was scared to ask questions. It should get better... but it will probably take a few months for me to feel comfy.Congratulations on the positives! Sometimes putting up with the bad stuff is worth it. What do you hate about it? Might it get better?