You see I have a problem, a very big problem. My whole life socially has been EXACTLY the same thing. I mean EXACTLY the same. It goes like this...I meet a group of people, they think I'm cool. However about a month or so later that so called group of friends ditches me. It has been this way from elementary school all the up to college. I come from a very messed up bringing...as in my mother and father were both out of their minds(just know we were living on the streets for awhile ill spare the details). I have developed the social skills to appear normal(at first), but then eventually people start to realize how f*cked i am. It really sucks because I have never had a solid friends ever....what the ****! It pisses me off to see all these other people with their extravagant social lives, **** you. what have you done to deserve that?? NOTHING! i get screwed even more for having to put up with a rough start...life really is ****ty and meaningless.