[shawn20k]

Hi I am a soul rooted Christian. Meaning I cant turn on God if I tried, I believe in him and feel bad if i sin against him. This is all good but here in lies my lose lose situation. The Biblical Approach explains how Social Anxiety is due to not giving yourself completely to God and explains that we are bearing bad fruit. I read and know that it is true for me. I have had a problem with pornography and masterbation for a long time, which is definately bad fruit. The thing is I have anxiety with women i like in real life so it has always provided a way out, although not acceptable in Gods eyes. My problem is if i dont do it i get real depressed and if i do it im bearing bad fruit. Right now im entertaining the idea of not doing it and havent for awhile but I am also depressed right now. I shouldnt feel so bad doing what is right should I??????????

 

[shawn20k]

EL, obviously its wrong if you follow the Christian belief, thats kinda why the post is called LOSE LOSE. Anyway thanks everyone for your posts I will try out the links and see if anything is helpful. Im trying to fill the empty void with Jesus but I need to draw a closer relationship with him to do that. Im trying to start reading the bible everyday and see where that takes me. Any other ideas are greatly appreciated, thanks for everyones support.