andy1984· alien monk
Discussion Starter · #1 ·
bleh relationships are so confusing. all my feelings contradict eachother. our lives are so mixed up now its hard to break up. i feel like i want to move on, and i tell her about it. i told her that we would slowly phase our relationship out till we are just friends yesterday, which she could not find surprising as i have been talking about this for ages. we know it is not working as well as we would like and we will break up one day. but right now i have no one else. i think it would be unethical to wait till i finally meet someone else, and i probably wont as long as i am with her because i wont have the motivation. i want to break up but i dont want to stop being close to her, i am afraid of being alone again - even tho we will be best friends. when i think of why it is that i want to break it off i cant quite describe it to myself so i am afraid i am just distancing myself from her because i cant handle emotional closeness. sorry about the unreadable non-paragraphing non-caps using writing.