I was sitting on my couch a little while ago and I was deep in though. I started to think how vicious, cruel, and unpleasant this world is and it got me thinking about my own life. It seems that severe negativity is the norm throughout the world. I am convinced that most of the world's population is suffering one way or another whether it is on a physical, emotional, and/or mental level. Pain is a natural way of life for the majority of people. When I look at so many people in pain I question my own life. If the majority of people are hurt and in pain then when is it my turn to feel the pain? If people can starve, be killed, raped, tortured, be abused, etc, then isn't it only right that I suffer too? I am no different than anyone else so there is a high probability that I will be in pain like everyone else. Having social anxiety is the least that can happen to me in this crazy world. I have to suffer AT LEAST this much. It just seems right.