I can't handle having a therapist because I lie to them in order to get them to like me... which defeats the whole purpose since I'm trying to face the fact that not everyone is always going to like me. I'm so good at lying, I've convinced myself of many things. It's actually turned my life into sleepwalking since everything is distorted and I can't really tell what's real or what's fake anymore. I lie so naturally, I don't know I do it half the time... which is all the time. I was honest with a therapist once. Told him more than I've ever told anyone. He was like judge, jury and executioner so I naturally took on the role of a lawyer and made sure to present all the facts in my favor. Yes, I lied again but I looked really good while doing it.