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About 6 months ago I finally get rid off a toxic relationship. She was explosive, lazy, would fight about minor things. Years of pure nightmare. After that, I decided to be single for good. Until I found this girl. Actually, she found me. We met online, those apps. At first, I just wanna hang out with people, not being so alone. That's why I used online apps.
After our "date", she kept talking, being polite. I didn't care, she told me that she just wanna hang out with people too. She is beautifull, a lot. I didn't even imagine having a chance with her. She is a nurse, so doctors are around her, people with money and status.
Well, things evolved those last months and she said she really likes me. I asked her about doctors and her last boyfriend, he was a doctor too. She told me that doctors are all the same, none are worthy. Her ex betrayed her many times.
My self esteem is pretty low, as low as can be those days.
She is the opposite of my ex. She is really lovecaring, sweet. It is really easy to like her. I tend to be racional and logical, but I think things are getting out of hand.
We were talking about clothes and she showed me some male clothes that she likes. None the kind I wear. Her friends are not the type of people I feel good being around, they showed zero interest in me. At least she rarely hang out with them. She has 10 tattos so far, she loves tattoos. I am not a big fan because she tends to be impulsive about tattoos. I am thinking that she likes man with tattoos.
She has a daughter, 3 years old. The kid is really well behaved and I think she likes me. On the other hand, my family is not accepting that. I care a lot about my family and what they think.
The things is: I don't see any reason for her to be with me. It makes zero sense.
She knows she is beautifull, she can easily be with anyone she chooses. Someone with more money, better appearance and body, with a family that welcomes her.
I might be traumatized from the last relantionship. I told her some of my feelings and she said not to worry because she loves me, that I am a good man with a good heart, patient. She also told me she finds me attractive and I am almost sure it is not true. I am trying my best to make her happy. We get along together. We have almost no fights, but in my head it is beacuse I am too good. Is that possible?
My fear is that she is with me because I am the what have left for her. The one who would never cheat on her, never screams at her, do whatever she wants.
Now she is not so talkative as she used to be. I know she is not the kind of girl that likes to talk, especially through messages. Well, we don't make private things as much now. That's a big clue that her feelings for me are egtting smaller.
I really like her. It is difficult to be in a relationship with low self esteem. Anyone experiencing the same problem?
Sorry for any errors. English is not my first language
About 6 months ago I finally get rid off a toxic relationship. She was explosive, lazy, would fight about minor things. Years of pure nightmare. After that, I decided to be single for good. Until I found this girl. Actually, she found me. We met online, those apps. At first, I just wanna hang out with people, not being so alone. That's why I used online apps.
After our "date", she kept talking, being polite. I didn't care, she told me that she just wanna hang out with people too. She is beautifull, a lot. I didn't even imagine having a chance with her. She is a nurse, so doctors are around her, people with money and status.
Well, things evolved those last months and she said she really likes me. I asked her about doctors and her last boyfriend, he was a doctor too. She told me that doctors are all the same, none are worthy. Her ex betrayed her many times.
My self esteem is pretty low, as low as can be those days.
She is the opposite of my ex. She is really lovecaring, sweet. It is really easy to like her. I tend to be racional and logical, but I think things are getting out of hand.
We were talking about clothes and she showed me some male clothes that she likes. None the kind I wear. Her friends are not the type of people I feel good being around, they showed zero interest in me. At least she rarely hang out with them. She has 10 tattos so far, she loves tattoos. I am not a big fan because she tends to be impulsive about tattoos. I am thinking that she likes man with tattoos.
She has a daughter, 3 years old. The kid is really well behaved and I think she likes me. On the other hand, my family is not accepting that. I care a lot about my family and what they think.
The things is: I don't see any reason for her to be with me. It makes zero sense.
She knows she is beautifull, she can easily be with anyone she chooses. Someone with more money, better appearance and body, with a family that welcomes her.
I might be traumatized from the last relantionship. I told her some of my feelings and she said not to worry because she loves me, that I am a good man with a good heart, patient. She also told me she finds me attractive and I am almost sure it is not true. I am trying my best to make her happy. We get along together. We have almost no fights, but in my head it is beacuse I am too good. Is that possible?
My fear is that she is with me because I am the what have left for her. The one who would never cheat on her, never screams at her, do whatever she wants.
Now she is not so talkative as she used to be. I know she is not the kind of girl that likes to talk, especially through messages. Well, we don't make private things as much now. That's a big clue that her feelings for me are egtting smaller.
I really like her. It is difficult to be in a relationship with low self esteem. Anyone experiencing the same problem?
Sorry for any errors. English is not my first language
