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Last night i was at a party....Disaster...
I havent been on this forum in awhile, mainly because I have trouble coming here. I kinda like to ignore this problem..if i can...
Anyways, It was a graduation party for a "friend", And also a co birthday party for me....I guess
And it was a nightmare, everybody was having fun, but me...I tried and...I wanted to have fun, but I couldnt socialize with anyone..It was miserable, I ended up hiding, then leaving early without telling anyone...Even at the party, a girl i knew was being really nice, and trying to talk to me, but i just wasnt really.. I can tell she was frustrated,And i know I was... she probably thinks im an a-hole, and not at all interested
This has happened to me before. People like to self medicate themselves by consuming alcohol at these events. But I cant do it, it doesnt help. I DONT want to do it...
I have only talked to a doctor about this life long problem once, and nothing came from it, i just avoided issues and got defensive.. But after nights like last night, which are adding up. I have to go back...I have to..
Hopefully i have the courage this time...
Anyone ever been in a situation?
I havent been on this forum in awhile, mainly because I have trouble coming here. I kinda like to ignore this problem..if i can...
Anyways, It was a graduation party for a "friend", And also a co birthday party for me....I guess
And it was a nightmare, everybody was having fun, but me...I tried and...I wanted to have fun, but I couldnt socialize with anyone..It was miserable, I ended up hiding, then leaving early without telling anyone...Even at the party, a girl i knew was being really nice, and trying to talk to me, but i just wasnt really.. I can tell she was frustrated,And i know I was... she probably thinks im an a-hole, and not at all interested
This has happened to me before. People like to self medicate themselves by consuming alcohol at these events. But I cant do it, it doesnt help. I DONT want to do it...
I have only talked to a doctor about this life long problem once, and nothing came from it, i just avoided issues and got defensive.. But after nights like last night, which are adding up. I have to go back...I have to..
Hopefully i have the courage this time...
Anyone ever been in a situation?