i'm going nuts! im having a really bad day and just need to get this off my chest. lately ive been so lonely. my husband has been working alot and at the moment im not, which is a whole different story but we only have 1 car and when he goes to work im home all the time and i have 3 really close friends but never see any of them.one is pregnant with her 2nd child,the other is more of a party girl and im really not,and the other lives far from me. I really want to get out and meet some friends but honestly ive been backstabbed so much i cant. i push people away. when i notice im clicking with someone or they invite me somewhere or something i always find an excuse of why i cant go. i feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place.i'm afraid to let people in,has any one else gotten through this,if so let me know..