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Okay so at work i sarted crushin hard on this guy I WORk with (this statred months and continued untill now)...I told all the girls i work with (biggest mistake) and word eventully got back to him. hhe never came to me to talk to me or anything so I took it as rejection..that hurt like hell but i was okay. he then statred to come around me to say hello and joke around..maybe to get to know me. but anxiety took control and i would talk for alittle while then kinda run in the other direction. He noticed that i would run everytime he came around and kinda kept his distance from me. i think he knew he made me nervouse and he knew i was shy so he wouldnt talk to me very much. long story short..months past and i was still doing the same thing:talkin to him for a little while and then run away pretending to be busy. toniht was the last straw i had to tell him somethin to lessen the weirdness between us i dont wanna run away from him so much but im sooo shy infront of him that i cant stay still. i told him that i didnt like him at all ...but i used to and those feelings were gone. I told him that the reason i ran away so much was because i didnt want him to think I still liked him and i was tryin to "get with him"....I told him that i just like him as a friend . do you thnk i did the wrong thing? and would you beleve me if it was you that i told? also how can i stop my true feelings from showing while im infront of him and just act cool. because now i have to keep this facade up and i actually have to talk to him.:roll