[soft ground]

(i don't know what it's about really.. had to put it somewhere though)

it keeps me here.
what is this?
what is this aching pain in my head?
what is this that i cannot live?
what burden has set itself on my shoulders?
what am i that i can't hear notes?
what am i that i can't see the ocean?
what am i that i can't have a home?
what am i?

and why?

why do i sting with happiness?
why do i sear with love?
why do i smolder and ash with any little emotion?
why am i inside here all the time?
why won't you leave me and let me leave?
toil on someone else's anguish!
showing up at every sign of life!
I CRAVE EXISTENCE!
LET ME LEAVE!