On the second time we hung out alone together, a guy told me he loved me. I told him I loved him back. Maybe there is such a thing as love at first sight. But shortly after that, he said he was on the run from the cops. I was really confused and sad. He didn't say anything after that but I noticed he would do things on facebook. I sent him a message on there but he didn't send one back. I saw him write status messages like "when I look into your eyes, I see myself." I assumed he was talking about another girl since he had not communicated with me in several weeks. I thought he was ignoring me and I was very angry. I started to believe he didn't love me. So I thought it would be okay to make out with a guy at a party. I am starting to wonder if that means I don't love him but I was drunk and I smoked pot before it happened. I sent him another message after that, this time I sounded p*ssed off and I accused him of not loving me. He told me he wasn't lying and we started talking again. He says he will be back on April 1st and I don't know if I should tell him that I made out with someone else. If I don't I might feel guilty but I don't want to hurt him either. I hope this doesn't make me a cheater. I don't want to ever be like that.