i love my family. theyre the only thing that matter because i have no close friends and I'm a magnet for lonliness. The only opportunity i have right now is to move 5,000 miles away and being on the opposite side of the globe to my family. But i cant do it :| I love them too much to leave. IS that strange? Because loads of people move away and i dont understand how they can? :um Like I love my family so much. The thought of me being at the airport and boarding the plane, I know I would be in floods and floods and floods of tears. Is that normal? Would anyone else be like that?