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Hello there people 
It's my first post here, but I'm reading this forum for quite a long time. I'm not a native speaker so some of my sentences may sound a bit strange, sorry for that. However I think you'll have no problem understanding what I'm saying.*come on they want to hear your story now!* Oh yes, sure.
So I just wanted to share a thought and ask your point of view:
My hobbies are the complete opposite of what other people like to do.
And it works retrospectively. *You google-translated this word don't you ?* Shut up !
As a student the main past-time of my pairs is going out/drinking/having parties.
But :
With SAD I can't have fun. Speaking with other people is a pain, while dancing is... ABSOLUTLY not my thing :boogie*Yes, I can confirm that.* You think you can do better than me genius ?
And about drinking well I don't for two reasons :
It never had a positive effect on me, I just feel sick. And it doesn't really improve my social skills (believe trying not to vomit is much more important than anything else at this moment. :teeth). My father can't even drink a glass of wine so I suppose I take it after him. I feel dizzy just after a beer. *Maybe you should take drugs instead ?* Nah ! Out of question. I want to live old enough so I can grow a big, white beard. Now, Mind, stop interrupting me.
So I come up with excuses everytime and instead I do something like this :
-Videogames
-Calligraphy
-Exploring wikipedia
-Keep up with the news and telling myself that the world is crazy.
-and other lonely activities.
*Oh yes you mean...* NOT A WORD MORE YOU SILLY !
But I don't feel lonely. I speak to my classmates without too much problems (they're very friendly) and I always have one friend with whom I can go out.
I got super lucky during my life because at least one people in my class at high school/college would be a geek, or a semi-geek compatible with my lifestyle. I even met a friendly, funny non-geek and we still speak together quite a lot. Everything happens :b
But now I'm asking myself quite seriously : if I'm ever going to have a relationship , I'll have to change quite a lot. I mean, I'm not going to meet a girl in this situation, and a girl wouldn't probably want someone like me at the moment.
And ... maybe I don't want to change ?
I mean, I'm never happier than in front of my computer, chatting with 30+ people of my team while we're trying to do the objective under heavy artillery fire. *You exploded in a lot of little tiny parts by the way* Thanks for reminding me that.
I actually think it's one of the few times I'm busting out laughing during a day. It doesn't happen much in "real life".
Also I have no stress when I'm carefully drawing my letters and it's very relaxing.
This is really awkward. What should I do ? Trying to "force" myself into society ? Am I wasting my time being on my own ?
I think I can handle the idea of staying alone, but i'm not so sure if this thought is healthy. It's maybe just cowardice ?
To your keyboards gentlemen/women... Thanks.
Or at least I hope you appreciated my post.
It's my first post here, but I'm reading this forum for quite a long time. I'm not a native speaker so some of my sentences may sound a bit strange, sorry for that. However I think you'll have no problem understanding what I'm saying.*come on they want to hear your story now!* Oh yes, sure.
So I just wanted to share a thought and ask your point of view:
My hobbies are the complete opposite of what other people like to do.
And it works retrospectively. *You google-translated this word don't you ?* Shut up !
As a student the main past-time of my pairs is going out/drinking/having parties.
But :
With SAD I can't have fun. Speaking with other people is a pain, while dancing is... ABSOLUTLY not my thing :boogie*Yes, I can confirm that.* You think you can do better than me genius ?
And about drinking well I don't for two reasons :
It never had a positive effect on me, I just feel sick. And it doesn't really improve my social skills (believe trying not to vomit is much more important than anything else at this moment. :teeth). My father can't even drink a glass of wine so I suppose I take it after him. I feel dizzy just after a beer. *Maybe you should take drugs instead ?* Nah ! Out of question. I want to live old enough so I can grow a big, white beard. Now, Mind, stop interrupting me.
So I come up with excuses everytime and instead I do something like this :
-Videogames
-Calligraphy
-Exploring wikipedia
-Keep up with the news and telling myself that the world is crazy.
-and other lonely activities.
*Oh yes you mean...* NOT A WORD MORE YOU SILLY !
But I don't feel lonely. I speak to my classmates without too much problems (they're very friendly) and I always have one friend with whom I can go out.
I got super lucky during my life because at least one people in my class at high school/college would be a geek, or a semi-geek compatible with my lifestyle. I even met a friendly, funny non-geek and we still speak together quite a lot. Everything happens :b
But now I'm asking myself quite seriously : if I'm ever going to have a relationship , I'll have to change quite a lot. I mean, I'm not going to meet a girl in this situation, and a girl wouldn't probably want someone like me at the moment.
And ... maybe I don't want to change ?
I mean, I'm never happier than in front of my computer, chatting with 30+ people of my team while we're trying to do the objective under heavy artillery fire. *You exploded in a lot of little tiny parts by the way* Thanks for reminding me that.
I actually think it's one of the few times I'm busting out laughing during a day. It doesn't happen much in "real life".
Also I have no stress when I'm carefully drawing my letters and it's very relaxing.
This is really awkward. What should I do ? Trying to "force" myself into society ? Am I wasting my time being on my own ?
I think I can handle the idea of staying alone, but i'm not so sure if this thought is healthy. It's maybe just cowardice ?
To your keyboards gentlemen/women...
Thanks.Or at least I hope you appreciated my post.
