waiting to bloom
Going about your day in a serious, somber mood while everyone else is joking non-stop to each other to the point where it seems that you're the only one working. Friends, Girlfriends, Boyfriends, Hookups all being made except without you in it. Lunch is a very lonely affair, and you feel more awkward the longer you eat, so you end up rushing the meal and not enjoying it so much. While you wish to avoid social interaction and hate everybody with intense passion, deep down inside, you wish you could have one person to confide in...but alas, you are a lone wolf. A sad, lone wolf with social anxiety.