Next to normal
I haven't been on here in a long time and I'd thought I would give a quick update with what I have been doing. Well basically, despite my fears and doubts and after finally getting my father's approval I finally decided to take the step and study abroad! I have been in Germany for almost 3 weeks and have already done things I could never do in the states. I went to a bar (I hate the idea of drinking so I'll probably never do that again lol), I have been grocery shopping, and gone on buses and trains and asked complete strangers for directions. I even have a really close friend that lives in my building and I have made a couple other friends as well. The first weeks have been great and I felt like another person although I feel my depression coming back again but I'm trying to fight it and remind myself that one of my dreams have come true!