I'm starting to think while maybe he was just looking at me and it was all some joke. Maybe, he didn't like me, but then when I think about it I'm pretty sure that he did. I'm not even ready to be in a relationship so I'm not sure why this is bothering me so much. I just wanted to talk to him. You know. Maybe, he's super shy himself. As soon as he grabbed my letter, he didn't even try to stay around to talk. He just split. I guess most guy's are afraid of rejection, too. I'm not used to this whole having to wait around for some guy to e-mail you thing. Maybe, he couldn't read my writing. Maybe, he liked me until he saw my writing. Maybe he saw my facebook and felt that the costs were more than the rewards. I'm not hiding anything from anyone. It says that I have SA. It does really affect my life. I guess, that would be enough for anyone to run away from. I dunno! I know I'm way too worried, but this is what I do, I worry.