...but I love it. Does that make me crazy? I think I just don't like people. That's it. Right now, it's Friday night, I'm alone, as usual, and I'm high as ****. I'm pretty damn happy. But I feel weird about that. Why should I? My being alone isn't so bad, but it makes it impossible to work. I need a job to fit in with society, but I can't because I don't like people. I don't mind them, I just don't like interacting with them for 8-10 hours a day, 5 days a week. I'm a nervous wreck when I'm around people.