By obsessed, I don't just mean I simply want to cuddle with my boyfriend. Because, well, I don't have one. Every single day when I wake up, I roll my blanket into a ball and cuddle with it. I can do this for hours and I often fall asleep while cuddling with it. I'll pretend like it's someone else; often my best friend (see my first question). When I'm somewhere away from my blanket I'll just fantasize about cuddling with someone, I'll go through all the possible ways of affection in my head. When or if I ever get into a relationship, I don't want sex. I want cuddles above all else. At night, I fall asleep cuddling with my blanket. Sometimes I'll be talking to my friends on Facebook, and out of the blue sometimes I'll say "I wish I was there so I could cuddle you" and they would usually reply with "I wish" and then we'll keep going on and on and on about us cuddling... and I love it. This has been going on for about 4 years now. But even before that, I would CONSTANTLY and I mean CONSTANTLY cuddle and snuggle up to my mom as a kid. So much that she would have to tell me to stop after a while. But ever since puberty I've grown out of that and now it's just boys who I yearn to cuddle. This may sound weird because I'm a girl, but I want to be the big spoon. I'm 15 by the way. Is it normal to think like this? I've been this way since I was 9, it started with cuddling my mom out of the blue and then it switched to boys only. It's weird because when I was 0-5 I HATED being touched by ANYONE. The years in between I was indifferent. Now all I do is cuddle nonstop with my blanket 24/7. Could this be a secondary disorder? Why am I like this?