I'm 16 years old. I have no friends, the last friend I had is basically spending all her time with her b/f and is blowing me off so I decided to give up. It's starting to get really depressing seeing everyone else my age having fun with their friends, plus it's common knowledge at school I have some sort of eating disorder.. which makes people avoid me even more. I don't even feel human, I'm really ugly.. and i'm not just one of those people that is really pretty but just sees themself as ugly. I am just plain ugly. I like to swim, play sudoku, read, write stories, run, listen to music and have fun but I can't really do that when I can't make friends.. My counsellor tried to get me to pursue someone who I find interesting and try to make conversation, but I can't. I am too afraid of rejection do that, I expect it almost.. do i just have to accept the fact im too awkward, ugly and boring to ever have a chance at being normal?