i always feared it would happen eventually, but i think its finally going to happen this term. i'm only taking 3 classes for the summer term, but i have homework due for 2 of them, and i have NO IDEA how to do it. and when i listen to the professors talk about the material, they might as well be speaking a foreign language because i have NO CLUE what they're talking about. god, i feel so stupid! there is simply NO WAY i can pass these two classes. so when i get Fs for these 2 classes, my GPA for the term will drop below a 1, which means i will automatically be kicked out of the school.
i read the textbooks, but i still don't understand the material. and i checked out the school's tutoring center, but they don't have any tutors for my classes. i think its because my classes are too advanced. this is such a bad time to be flunking out of school. i've already taken like 75% of all the classes i need to graduate, i feel like i've gone too far to finally flunk out now. and i feel really guilty too, because my school is really expensive, and my parents have already paid alot of money for my tuition, and i already took out a bunch of loans. and i've already invested like 5 years of my life working for this degree (its a 5 year program), and when i finally flunk out now, all of it would have gone to waste.
i think i just have to face the truth, that i'm just NOT SMART ENOUGH. i'm so stupid, i feel like i don't even belong in college. what am i going to do?!?! i feel like such a failure!
thanks for listening to my meltdown. i'm a mechanical engineering major.
i read the textbooks, but i still don't understand the material. and i checked out the school's tutoring center, but they don't have any tutors for my classes. i think its because my classes are too advanced. this is such a bad time to be flunking out of school. i've already taken like 75% of all the classes i need to graduate, i feel like i've gone too far to finally flunk out now. and i feel really guilty too, because my school is really expensive, and my parents have already paid alot of money for my tuition, and i already took out a bunch of loans. and i've already invested like 5 years of my life working for this degree (its a 5 year program), and when i finally flunk out now, all of it would have gone to waste.
i think i just have to face the truth, that i'm just NOT SMART ENOUGH. i'm so stupid, i feel like i don't even belong in college. what am i going to do?!?! i feel like such a failure!
thanks for listening to my meltdown. i'm a mechanical engineering major.