I can't say life is all what it's hyped up to be (all those propaganda films in the testes, you remember?). I feel dead as it is, but I've pretty much done what everyone does in their lifetime - first kiss, sex, drink, gamble, play bingo. I've found my true love, even though never having actually been in a relationship with her, I know I've found her, so I'm all set to die.
Lost potential - he had everything going for him. It was too soon.
....something like that.
Right now, I am kind of happy about where I am (and what I have accomplished since my father passed away - I miss him ). I wouldn't have it any other way. Of course, a girlfriend would be nice, but I just don't have time (or patience) for a relationship like that right now).
Disappointed, It's picked up a lot in the last couple of years to the point where it's actually enjoyable for once. The 5 years prior to that can go suck a schlong though.
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