1) could kick my pornography addiction
2) have enough confidence to take on the world 3) make new connections and get to know more, different people
4) go out and make that woman my one and all
5) do whatever i can to die alongside her, because i don't think that there will be anyone else as great as she was. 6) Kick my video game hobby and get some time to go outside with my girlfriend more often, to experience different and new things that we both enjoy.
If I had enough self-confidence and got myself a girlfriend, I'd probably talk with her, similar interests would pop up in conversation, then I'd ask her if she wanted to do these things together, she would say yes, the relationship would build, self-confidence would build, other social opportunities would reveal themselves, ect ect ect. Just a snowball of positive self growth.
I'd be happy and get clingy, start planing holidays then feel like im falling in love. I'd soon tell my self that shes too good for me and start planing ways to better myself but it'd have to be without her because i wouldn't want to put her through that, i'll start avoiding her until i think im worth being her bf.
Or i might just have good sex, fun and forget all that self worth rubbish