Hi everyone! I want to go to gay pride this weekend but I am kind of scared that going alone will look bad. I won't know very many people there. Maybe like 3 or 4 people out of thousands. They are having a block party tonight and it is so much fun. Live music food and drinks. I would usually go with my partner but he passed away on May 1st. So I am hesitating because he was my support system. So I really don't know what to do...I know that if I drink It will relax me but how do I approach people? What if guys see me alone and approach me? How do I react to that? I can go on and on as you all know but I will stop here. Please give me some advice on what to do. And what you would do. I know there probably isn't a lot of gay people on this forum but I'm sure there are gay friendly people who can relate. Thanks everyone!