Ditto........(nope, I don't eat in private.....Well, I'm usually alone....) I just eat......... It's almost a habit now, hard to explain, I'll eat.......Make popcorn, just to eat, when I think I can't eat anymore.....I'll eat, carbs......
I think there is something to, that "Love' emotion carbs are supposed to release.......
When I was a size 5, I thought my Mum was fat, at a 140 I look at her now, and say "MOm, you're so thin" she thinks shes fat, all in perception. ONce place a personal at 135, a man wrote at (my height) ten pounds too much, really pissed me off, like who the hell are you, some little boy that wants a little girl, oops........Personality is showing, cool it hema;-).
I am at a point, where I want to lose weight for me, I dont' expect to be a size 5,6.7 again, nor, do I want to be, I'm just not comfortable where I'm at now. No, I want to be thinner than my exes gf;-) maybe I can lose the weight as spite for motivation;-)