I feel so alone and depressed and I don't know what to do anymore. I have a girlfriend that I only see twice or thrice a month and a few friends but I still feel lonely. I started hating going out ever since I gained weight. I feel so fat and worthless everyday. I'm so depressed and have been thinking about death. I haven't told anyone about this except my girlfriend. Nothing seems to make me feel better though, not even her. The distance between me and my girlfriend is killing me too and making me feel more lonely. Sometimes I want to break up with her but it's hard because I love her so much, it's just that I hate how lonely our relationship makes me. It's killing me.