Hi i have had SA for a very long time and its ruined my life up to now. Due to SA, I haven't been able to get a gf, don't get invited to any parties/any event, only have a few close friends who i see once or twice a week, stay in about 3/4 of the week and weekends. When i go out and see ppl enjoying their lives or see/hear of friends enjoying their lives i die a little inside. I've tried so hard to make friends, get my life back on track and to ultimately be normal but it seems as though noone wants anything to do with me. I feel invisible and i want to die.