too much, throughout the day, the same look, I can tell what they're thinking, like What's wrong with him? He never talks. He looks depressed. Um... okay? If you look at me so much then that just means you're not doing the job, if you want to know something about me, just ask me and I just might answer, and if it's too personal then my body language and facial expression will show that I'm not comfortable. I really wish I could read people's minds to see what they think about me cause some of these retards stare at me and in my head I'm questioning what they're thinking. It doesn't matter, I don't even know if anything including me really does exist since I'm in a dreamlike state 24/7, can't tell if this is reality or not since I have derealization and depersonalization, I'm trapped in a dream where people are constantly looking at me, I want to wake up.