Not 100% a Dick
It terrifies me. I've avoided it as long as I could, but I'm 18 now and had to get my learners permit. I almost have a panic attack every time I sit in the drivers seat. Its too much to watch for and pay attention to, it completely overwhelms me. Today I bawled while driving, which doesn't make it any easier!! I feel like this is way too hard, and when I remember that everyone drives, it makes me feel dumb that I can't get it. People honk at me at it just triggers my anxiety that everyone's judging me. Just the thought that I have to do this for the rest of my life makes me feel sick. How do people do this??