I can't STAND any of them! None! I'm so repulsed by them that I don't even like to be near either of my little sisters. I've been this way since I wasn't considered a "little kid" myself and grew out of the little kid personality. I've never liked those drastically younger than me. My two sisters are 4 and 2 while I'm 15, and while I'm a bit avoidant to all my family, I'm ESPECIALLY avoidant with them. When they barge in my room I'm in the corner with a fake smile pretending that I enjoy their presence so my parents won't fuss on me about it like they always do. I don't know why I don't like their presence, I'm just so freaking ANNOYED! They're loud, selfish, cry 24/7 and never have anything interesting to say. For example, my 4 year old sister always asks really stupid questions like "Why is that yellow?" "Why is that real?" "Why does this feel soft?" and MANY MORE, EVERYDAY. I'm getting to the point where I just don't bother answering because they're such stupid and pointless questions. I don't WANT to be annoyed by them, sometimes I even cry about it because I know it's not fair to them. But I really can't stand being anywhere near them and nothing is changing that. Every time I am, I tense up, grit my teeth, and scratch myself due to stress. Sometimes I even get headaches from being exposed to them for too long. I love my sisters and I'm happy they exist. I just don't want them near me. I like it when they're outside, in their room, or in the living room having fun and enjoying themselves without me. I just can't put up with their behavior and would really rather be left alone in general. It's just that there's emphasis on little kids because of their selfish, loud, obnoxious nature. Is there a way I can change my feelings toward them? Is this normal for my age? Should I seek counseling or someone who can help me be around my family more? I'm usually in my room all day and all night and only come out for food and bathroom.