Does anybody else have dreams that are really emotional? I mean REALLY emotional. Last year I used to hang out with a lot of friends downtown but since I'm a Senior now in highschool, I've had a lot of pressure riding on my future and I kinda shut out everyone. I haven't seen anybody in a month and I really wish the people I used to hang out with would actually want to see me. I didn't mean to shut them out, but I think they've forgotten about me. I went to sleep last night and had this dream that I was with all my old friends and they were actually concerned about me and told me how fun I am to be around and they wanted me to tell them what was going on so they could help. I remember then I was about to tell them that I've been down about everything lately, and then I woke up. I used to make my friends laugh and have a good time, but I feel like somewhere in the midst of trying to figure out what I want to do for college, and going to doctors and getting my drivers license, I've sorta lost my touch of what really should matter. I asked some of them what they were all doing for halloween tonight and they said they were all going to have a party like they usually do, and I've always gone to and they asked me what I was doing. I said nothing, and they basically just ended the conversation. I don't think they hate me, but I feel like I've been forgotten. I see all of them have fun like we all used to, except without me.