I often feel like she doesn't understand what it feels like to have serious problems in social interaction, to be socially incapacitated, to feel like an absolute idiot among people, to feel like an abnormal Martian among Terrestrials. When I say it's too difficult for me to interact with people, she would object: "So, you are not interested in people that much. You don't want to be involved in relationships." It drives me crazy when she says that. It's not true! I do want people but am incompatible with them. I wish I was involved in relationships but I'm not good enough for people. People wanna chat, have fun, etc. while I'm boring and uninteresting to them. My biggest issue with people is that I always feel threatened by rejection when trying to "interact". I kind of suppose rejection will come sooner or later. I just know most people either dislike me or are just totally indifferent. I feel lonely, abandonded and isolated and I wish I had a close relationship with someone who could understand and accept me the way I am... And my therapist just assumes I don't show enough interest in people, that I don't try hard enough, that I actually don't really give a **** about people. It really hurts that she doesn't understand and believes I am an anti-people person. She would also say that if I really wanted relationships, I would overcome my fears. I feel so "classified". I feel like she had diagnosed me and listens to me only in the light of the diagnose. I really wish someone could understand. I'm so fed up with this life filled up with failure, rejection and misunderstanding. It hurts too much to live.