I moved to where I currently live leaving all of the friends I made in high school behind. The only reason I was able to make those friends is because I was forced to go to school after my parents broke up and we couldn't home school anymore. I moved here for work reasons. I am alone all the time with exception of my professional life. Sometimes I am okay with it because the alternative is to go out and meet people and I have an active imagination and the Internet (Netflix, etc.). I'm not sure if anything is really wrong with me other than that I'm so shy I can't order a drink at a bar or eat at a restaurant that doesn't have a drive thru. I wouldn't even walk into these places by myself. How do I even start to deal with this sort of thing? I'm beginning to have unhealthy thoughts and am feeling very trapped.