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My goal is to stop telling every1 my problems (but on this site) and keep a diary instead. Bcuz everytime I tell some1 I feel like they think I'm crazy (I agree). And after not long of talking 2 them they start ignoring and avoiding me. And then thats the end of that. So I'm going 2 try 2 keep a diary, tho I've tried B4 and tend to stop writing in it before long. I wonder tho' will this make me even more closed up inside. Is this a good idea? IDK. Writing a diary has been helpful to me in the past, but not telling pll my problems? Ummm....? I just feel like I get stepped on sooo much when I tell pll about me and SAD. Well, I'll c how it goes.
 

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Hey a goal is a goal. Im not sure how beneficial it will be to helping your SA though.

I have the opposite problem. I dont ever open up to people. I can count the people who know my problems on one hand.
 

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This probably doesn't belong here...but...Ok this is strange...and not really a diary entry either...just needed 2 get it out...

what can add 2 this feeling im feeling? nothing, im already feeling as bad as it gets..I feel abandoned and I feel sick, idk if theyre related feelings or not, I dont know where 1 ends and the other begins...but i know i dont like this feeling, its driving me crazy, I wish he would talk 2 me...wish i wasn't so desparate, at least i guess i wish that...gotta be careful what u wish 4, u know... am I obsessed with him? I hope not... thats creepy, but hes almost all i think about...I hate rejection! Some1 just like me, plz! Dont ignore, avoid, or reject me. Amuse me... Just be u and maybe I'll laugh...hahaha...Freak, I should thank him 4 the hell this is shouldn't I? But hes probably in a storm 2, just not in mine. Thats probably y hes being this way, right? w/e it is, he doesn't like me anymore, I know it...not after I made a fool outta myself last night...Y'd I have 2 lose control like that? I nvr curse but it was the last stupid thing I did 2 him last night...But I guess Im glad theres no escape from this, cuz if there were 1 I would have ran 2 it faster than a suicidal thought...then i could add "weakest link" to my list of self titles..But all the foolish things I said last night about myself and him were in a depressed rage...If he would talk 2 me I would explain this, since hes my best friend and almost my only friend but i think he blocked my IM's somehow...Freak---
well ull nvr read this probably since ur not an SAer but I want 2 say I'm sorry...plz forgive me and can we still be friends?...
 
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