My goal is to stop telling every1 my problems (but on this site) and keep a diary instead. Bcuz everytime I tell some1 I feel like they think I'm crazy (I agree). And after not long of talking 2 them they start ignoring and avoiding me. And then thats the end of that. So I'm going 2 try 2 keep a diary, tho I've tried B4 and tend to stop writing in it before long. I wonder tho' will this make me even more closed up inside. Is this a good idea? IDK. Writing a diary has been helpful to me in the past, but not telling pll my problems? Ummm....? I just feel like I get stepped on sooo much when I tell pll about me and SAD. Well, I'll c how it goes.