Ok so i have been battling SA for years now. But it wasnt until 2 years ago i really got diagnosed with it and had a major depression episode that still lasts to today. I think "do regular people feel like this? Do they get anxiety? Do they have trouble even talking to relatives?" My mind is totally confused now. In highschool i was known as "shy" but i didnt feel "not normal". Now 3 years later i feel like there is no purpose to my life and i hate living this way. I just want to be normal. I have times where i have "highs" where i talk a lot and am social, then there are times when i cant even leave my room. I just want a constant. Any have any support for me?