it's really diffult to write at first because it's too embarassing for me and all that. I have very bad SA that i don't want to have. I don't say or act but think aggressively towards mostly everyone around me even my families and don't know the reason... only reason i think of is that i am very very evil person. And therefore, i also have this delusion that everyone around me knows my thoughts. Obviously i don't have many friends. I am just curious to know if i am the only SA person like this... let's chat guys.