Hi I have to go to a dinner party tonight that my fiance invited me to. I am terrifed. I have gone before and seriously just stood there the whole time smiling while everyone else was talking, laughing and joking around. I look like a freaking idiot just standing there. I was going to tell my fiance that I am sick so I don't have to go, but he really wants me to. I flaked on a Halloween Party that he invited me to. I really wanted to go and bought a costume then freaked out a couple hours before and ended up staying home crying because I really wanted to go. Has anyone else experienced this? How did you cope?