Hiding In My Den
There's a theory that depression is anger turned inward. I don't think that explains the whole thing, but I wonder if it explains what you are going through right now. Maybe your friend is in the wrong and you are secretly enraged at how she is treating you and are turning all that anger into depression to hide it. Maybe you need to have a good shouting match with your old friend, or at least yell and punch the pillow a few times.For the past few days due to the only friend I had cutting me off and hating me I've sunk into the deepest depression ever and don't know how to get out of it. I don't just mean I'm feeling sad, I literally can't even do anything but lay down and try to sleep (nerves prevent me from getting much though) and come online and whine about it. I haven't eaten in 3 days and I've slept like 6 hours total in the past 3 days. I've had a few sips of water and seem to be vomitting it up, heck I'm even vomitting air up now. Has anyone ever been able to drag themselves out of this and if so what helped?