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I've been looking for ways to think positively about a situation im in. There's a girl ive liked and we're finally going out (yes i got over the part about asking). However, maybe its because of my SA, but ive always got a feeling like im gonna lose her. now i know its probably normal to think this, but im feeling kinda over the top about it, and always second guessing all of her actions.

im scared, and i need to think positive. help?

 

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But, I know now that starting fights and second guessing because of the way i was feeling put an end to my relationships. At the very least, it shortend the life of the relationship.

Thats the thing. I haven't said anything, fought about anything etc, and its pretty much flowing, but its all mental for me. I can't get over it, and it makes me mad/confused. I just want to let it flow in my head as well as in life.