a boy like me
I've just completed 2nd year at university and am now back at home potentially until September 7th. And because I now literally no-one back home (didn't make friends at school etc.) I do feel myself getting pretty down - hence me still up at this time of night. But I have never had a job. Back when I was 16/17 or whatever I literally had need for one - I didn't go out with friends to the town or to a cinema (nor did I really have any to do those things with!), and so would usually manage to make any Christmas/Birthday money last for the whole year, given that I would maybe just buy CDs occasionally. Things in terms of my sociality changed in 2nd year at uni, and pretty much then only since February(!) - and with having progressed with my SA I feel like I'm able to get a job. Previously, even if getting a job wasn't necessary for money reasons, the thought of working in a shop or whatever used to terrify me. I used to feel bad enough going into e.g. clothes shops, feeling that the assistants were just starting at me. The thought of actually working there, people recognising you, having to work on a till where people were watching you, having to interract with customers - the idea used to scare the sh*t out of me (and actually typing that out maybe it still kinda does :b). BUT I feel in a better place regards to my social anxiety, and with the necessitation of actually needing to earn some money/keep myself occupied over the summer, I'm pretty keen now to get a job. - But I just don't know what to put on my CV. I have no previous employers, no references/referees(?), I haven't hiked up Ben Nevis or done anything particularly "adventurous/outdoors-y". I mean, it feels like the only good thing I've done thus far with my life is get onto a degree at The University of Manchester! Does anyone have any advice with this? I really need to get a job over the summer, I can't keep being in some kind of perpetual "well it's too late now". edit: Just thinking now, there is a big Asda (supermarket) near me that is a bus ride away - but I am guessing they would be like everyone and want at least 1 'previous job'?