Well there is no easy way. Life is hard, life is tough. It will break you down, make you cry. All you have to do is suffer and fight. Just DO the thing you NEED to do. Just don't watch TV or sit at PC one day and make yourself Study what you need. Make yoursefl go where you need. Yeah it's hard, you may do stupid things, fail, but no one will really care, just you. That's all I can say...